I am doing a haiku wrimo and all that jazz you know, that is what. But I am also on hornby island, and that is no joke. This is a great trip for me, so nice after school graduation!!
Anyways, I am making a blog about it. I will consider posting it here, but I dunno, because it is a bit personal in nature. Maybe...
But anyways a wrimo is a haiku once a day for all month. The month in question is july. So yahuh. I'll see you in the future I guess.

I was going through my agenda and found many many poems. This is because I write poems in my agenda. Looking back, a lot of them are pretty bad, and I should not have posted some of them. But they have heart!!!!
Also I noticed that few (ie none) of you have checked out the comic I did. Like, what??? What's your problem??????????
Yeah. If you did and liked it, tell me! If you have no idea what I'm talking about, check my preeeevius post.



I LOVE YOU.

I have a poem I wrote and one day you know I will post it. I was looking at the comic I did 8 months ago and am reminded. Yes, I am reminded of what I can do. Isn't that crazy? I should maybe do another comic too. What?? You didn't know I could draw??
I can't imagine why.
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I am responsible for chapters 1 & 2, and commentary.
It is a comic version of the greek myth of Theseus and the Minotaur.
My username is funfunyay
So yeah. I don't know what kind of comic I should do though... and goodness knows I don't have the time to start something new.
I don't have a scanner over the summer. But, it only took me a week or two to write and draw the chapters.
Although the plot and direction and all that were laid out before I even started.
Hmm.
I want everyone to go to the comic, read it, and tell me you loved it.

Mwa!
Luv ya baby.

The other day in Japanese class we were writing haikus, and suddenly it started snowing! IN APRIL WUT?? Yeah so anyways I wrote a Haiku about it, which was like "Snowfall in springtime/ The flowers become afraid/ It stops even now."
But then IT STARTED TO SNOW EVEN MORE!!!!! It was a crazy day, ah tell ya.
Yeah. Where I live it only snow is november and January (not december though ;. so april snowfall is something to be agape about. Yeah. Everyone was all lol climate change.
I wrote three Haikus for that assignment and I had to draw pictures for them. You will finally see my visual arts! My gosh, I know. Yeah. So anyways I'll post them I hope. And I have some poems that I wrote before that I can post soon that are pretty good. They are on the theme of DEATH. Which is alright, I guess. Alright.
This journal keeps on going.... but it ends NOW!!!!


I love you.

Okay, now it ends.

School is like the worst thing. I have CONTROVERSIALLY decided to not attend university next year. Is this a good idea? I have so many doubts, but ultimately I have such a heart-wrending loathing of school I don't think I could make it there until some other time in my life. My feelings are like the ones expressed by Kate Bush in the Big Sky:

They look down
At the ground,
Missing.
But I never go in now.

I'm looking at the Big Sky.
I'm looking at the Big Sky now.
I'm looking at the Big Sky.
You never really understood me.
You never really tried.

That cloud, that cloud--
Looks like Ireland.
C'mon and blow it a kiss now,
But quick,

'Cause it's changing in the Big Sky,
It's changing in the Big Sky now.
We're looking at the Big Sky.
You never understood me.
You never really tried.

This cloud, this cloud--
Says "Noah,
C'mon and build me an Ark."
And if you're coming, jump,
'Cause

We're leaving with the Big Sky.
We're leaving with the Big Sky.
And we pause for the jets--
hup! hup!--in the Big Sky!

You want my reply?
What was the question?
I was looking at the Big Sky.

Apparently this was supposed to be in reaction to her label trying to impose things on her. Which makes sense. But I have such an undescribable large feeling of what I want and what I can do: why settle for some dumb university? I would rather brave the dangers of the unstructured world. Even though this is so large and strange and scary to know - I have no money set aside, I have no in-demand skills, and I'm expecting to be able to get by. I've never even had a job in my life! This is tough work you know. I know I can't run away from something if I want to be able to do something good with myself - I have to chase the dream. I can't just say school sucks buhbye. I have to know what I want that school can't give me. I have to find it and do it and live it- yes.